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[May. 15th, 2010|05:16 am] |
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I managed to get straight A-'s this semester. hahahah. maybe I should have actually tried.
but tonight was friday so it was also british comedy night! fun times. however the one I like the most we just finished the season dvd on so now we have to get {pirate, probably} the next disc. but have a whole week to do that until next friday so that's cool.
and no more BU for me next year it is stonybrook. only thing bad about (or good, maybe, only time can tell) stonybrook is that I know a lot of people who go there.
also: http://killervenomoth.com
i don't know why I'm still up right now it's 5am. i am listening to dave play wow next to me and wondering WHY THE FUCK FALLOUT3 WON'T WORK ON MY COMPUTER GOD DAMMIT FUCKING PIRATES CAN'T EVEN MAKE A GOOD DOWNLOADABLE GAME FOR CHRIST SAKES.
other than that I am very happy to be home (or at dave's house rather, which I guess is basically home cause i'm here more than i'm at my actual house) and very excited for summer!!!! yay. hopefully i don't have to work at the camp again this year, I might actually kill one of them. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|08:51 pm] |
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new boyfriend, straight hair! happy!
gonna play D&D, gonna bake a cake! |
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[May. 23rd, 2009|01:53 pm] |
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My dad is moving out today.
People are trying to erase the past.
Not having a good time today.
I know I was lied to, because that's all I'm worth. |
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| WOOO HOOOOOOOOO |
[May. 7th, 2009|06:52 pm] |
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COMPLETELY DONE WITH FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE. TAKE THAT.
totally might switch my major into something totally retarted, but whatever. it's my life and money is not what I want from it.
In different news, I have my camp job again and am going to set up my interviews with various shoe stores in tanger tomorrow :] (I might have two jobs yay!!!!!!)
My parents got here to Boston today and we went out to dinner at fire and ice which was delicious as usual, and I didn't have to pay for once (I paid for the tip, but that's nothing)... tomorrow I want to take them to get bubble tea, and other things, and have them eat in the dining hall, hahah. Then we're packing up my crap... Maybe I can take them to see Rocky Horror too, that's always fun times. I'm amd tired now cause my alarm clock was a bitch and din't go off making me late for my women's studies final... but women's studies can suck my dick anyway.
So yeah, one down 3 to go! Now for 4 months of mindless workin' and relaxation... while the rest of you highschool losers are taking ap tests ;p Yeah, college is pretty fucking sweet.
Also, I lost almost 10 pounds in the past 2 weeks. :]
now, I am off to enjoy my last 2 nights of sleeping in my warren towers comfy bed. next year rooming with kristie going to be soooooooo sweet. :DDDDDDDDD
also... so many guys want me (lol?) - but they so can't touch this.
peace out girl scout. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2009|10:21 pm] |
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I have come to the conclusion that every male that lives in Boston is a complete creeper.
Also, it has now been two months without speaking and he has finally stopped trying to contact/talk to me. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2009|10:11 am] |
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| | ciara - like a boy | ] |
I haven't talked to Donald for a month, and I think that's working out for the better. I don't think we can be friends anytime soon. Or ever. It won't work. I'm getting a new life. I'm wiping everything.
As much as I try to deny it to myself, I'm still hurt, hurt, hurt. With a side of angry. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2009|02:20 pm] |
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I can't believe myself, I missed Snape's birthday yesterday. So, Happy belated birthday, Snape. |
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| First entry in a whileeee |
[Jan. 1st, 2009|03:26 pm] |
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My life has been a roller coaster the past two months, about. I can't seem to have a constant emotional state because I'm continually swinging from hopeful to vengeful to psychotically depressed to carefree (see: apathetic) or to ecstatically happy. This normally wouldn't be too bad except that the emotion rules my entire day and moment in whatever I'm doing, no matter what, and the emotion flips so quickly. Also, it's always the same reason that it flips, which I'm sure you all know, so.
I know that it needs to stop and that I need to and I'm supposed to not talk to him but it's harder than you think. I really do try not to, as much as you might not believe me with how much I'll talk about it, but I really do.
I want to say thank you to all of you and that I'm really sorry for you having to put up with me the past few months, especially Liebegott, who doesn't read this but whatever. I really needed it, all of it, even if it was tough love. I'm sorry for breaking the glass picture frame and running out of the room and then not cleaning up until after you stepped on it. I'm sorry for pacing and making you nervous. I'm sorry for hogging the room. I'm sorry for spontaneously breaking down and/or getting crazy happy to a scary extent. And I'm sorry for being unintentionally condescending about your relationship, I really am, and I guess I got what I deserved from that anyway.
Even though it's been almost two months I can't possibly say that I'm over it, or that I'm anywhere near over it, even, but I'm going to try my hardest not to make any of you suffer through my sob stories anymore.
My new goal is to not think that the only way I can be stable is to be with someone else. I always get so attached that I become completely dependent on someone else and their mood, their day, their life. I tie everything in my life to that person for grounding and I'm finding that it just doesn't work forever. I have to find a way to be happy without someone else. It's a hard habit to break because I think it's human nature to not want to be lonely. But is having friends lonely? I can't decide. When I'm with them to feel pretty good, but when you're not it feel lonely.
Is this all my fault? |
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[Nov. 21st, 2008|04:05 pm] |
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| | Ace of Base - The Sign | ] |
It feels good to be free! |
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| Allie has to do this! and other people can if they want |
[Oct. 14th, 2008|08:00 pm] |
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i took this from allison.
Ask me a question about any or each of the following:
01. FRIENDS.
02. SEX.
03. MUSIC.
04. DRUGS.
05. LOVE.
06. LIVEJOURNAL.
No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked.
comment screening enabled. |
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